Thoughts scattered in my head Like the smoke of my cigarette Here one moment Gone the next. What's there for me I know not. To seize the day Or cease to be. Spreading happiness around me Is just a reflection Of what I want to be. Trying to fill in the gorge Left behind deep in me. Someone come to rescue Before its too late. Lest I forget the world I once wanted to create Hoping for the light In the end of the tunnel. In hoping for the light to Bring back that sun I have lost the hope that once Adorned my smile.