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Unfaltering Faith

 

Battered self
loathed self
worthless self.
Incomplete phrases,
few words defining self.
Hold your ground they said,
spilt all over self.
Where to go
what to do
What is next?
words resounding in my head.

Hovering around in blank space
when things around are crumbling.
how shall collect all the 
broken pieces of me
and patch them together to find my ground?

I am like  the particles of dust
All over and yet no where.
Waiting for that drop of rain 
to settle me down,
having found my ground.






		
life

Dance the depressed weather away!

What is the best way of coming out of your slumber on a depressed day? depressed because it is grey all around and Mr sun is acting pricey! it is dirty dancing! Yes, just plugin your ear plugs and play all sorts of peppy songs on full volume- remember you are the only one listening, and dance your heart out till you are totally tired, panting and can feel your heartbeats.

P.S- you can only do this exercise when you are alone, that way your true self will be unleashed, and you will surprise yourself. Trust me.

Yes, this is what I just did to shake myself up from bed. This incessant rain and misty weather can get to you and I only realised it when I caught myself staring at the ceiling blankly! I literally have been in a limbo the whole weekend.. laying cosily under blanket and coming out only when I am forced by my bodily needs! 😉 I haven’t stepped out of my door, the condition is so bad!

And this is how my weekend quickly visited me and disappeared before coming back again hopefully soon. Waiting desperately for the sun to show up and energise and kick me back to my regular  and active life. How was your weekend?